Friendship (1994-present)
By: Tyler Ross
All
I've
wanted
was
to be included
more than
once.
* As an adult, friendship is a thing I don't believe in just like santa claus and magic. It's something I've read about, seen amongst my peers and dreamt about growing up, but I've never experienced a tight-knit, consistent group of people as friends in my life. I've always been the middle man, the last resort, or the go-to. I played baseball competitively as a youth and onward through high school and football, but even there, I never felt more than just a teammate on the field for that time being. I can never grasp what true lasting friendship means. It's kind of like growing up without a parent or not shown much love to where you become overly sensitive toward the subject or standoffish when its finally presented. It just hurts to think about it. This is where I'm still at going on 30 years old. It's quite tough to make substantial friends, even living in Los Angeles and working within the entertainment business. It's a very lonely feeling for me still no matter how much I put myself out there. The receiving end is usually very little to none, but still I wait and or try.
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their loss. I think it says more about them than it does
ReplyDeleteabout you. you get nowhere unless you are shallow,
self-centred and egotistical ... people use it as mirrors
and are drawn to others like it.
I can agree with you. Their loss still has me pacing or staying up at night in thought, but I'm used to being alone a lot. I've learned to accept it, but seem to still chase friendship from time to time.
DeleteThank you once again for reading and giving feedback. It means a hell of a lot.