Pre - V - Day

By: Tyler Ross

I love
I loved harder today.
I tried to be more patient.
I felt I did a pretty good job.
I was frustrated.
I waited.
I waited.
I waited.
Fuck!
Forgotten.
Missed.
Missing.
Why am I so easily forgotten?
Cranky now.
Wanted to write bad thoughts.
Didn't.
Not smart.
Doesn't help me.
I made something.
I sent it.
Maybe you smiled immediately...
Maybe it went to waste.
I imagined happiness.
Nice words came.
A little cranky.
Upset.
Leftout.
Forgotten.
I love.
I still love.
I don't like giving up.
If only you knew.
In love.
Its 2am.
Music plays.
I write.
I'll go to bed.
Fuck.
Its Valentine's Day.
Who cares, right?
I kind of care.
I'm romantic no matter the day.
I should really go to bed.
That's healthy.
Maybe soon you'll see.
I am great.
Greater than the average C.
I want you to remember me.