Blue ∞ Heart

Blue ∞ Heart

By: Tyler Ross

My stomach is in knots

My heart is broken again

Years of agony and defeat

When does love ever being?

You tell me

For my heart hurts

Damaged by many

It just gets worse and worse

Call me a martyr

Call me pathetic

You’re going to judge me

But I won’t sweat it

Numb to it all

Sad to say

Happy endings aren’t real

But in cinematic ways

What’s the point of following hearts?

With a blue heart torn apart

How does it heal?

When nothing is real

You find yourself hopelessly reaching

For a dream you never get to feel

I see those who are happy

But I stay blue

In the sense of my heart

I wish I could undo

The embarrassment

And the urge

But I’m forever cursed

Never reciprocated

Never converged

I’m still at a loss for words

What’s the point of following hearts?

With a blue heart torn apart

How does it heal?

When nothing is real

You find yourself hopelessly reaching

For a dream you never get to feel

Some days, my heart doesn’t make sense in my head

Or why it led where it led

Nothing to ever show

Lights out, back to bed